there have been a lot of staff changes lately at the basement club. i havent gone in since the new staff started there. i keep saying i will but then i dont. i am not sure what it is. i am anxious and nervous about meeting the new staff.
i’ll go in tomorrow though i think. after therapy. i have to force myself to do it. i’m just so anxious and nervous about new staff and having to get to know them from scratch. but i dont want to lose the support of the basement club, so i’m going to face my fears head on.
i need the support of the basement club. it has always been such a great support to me. so we shall see how it goes. i’m sure i’ll report back tomorrow after I go in.