angry allie

im so angry. and I don’t like it. I don’t like feeling this way.

It hurts. I hurt. I want a hug!

Nobody here to hug me though. So guess I will just have to stay angry!

Why am I angry?

Cuz I don’t like remembering! I hate memoreies!

I hate the fact I was abused! I wish it never happened!

I wish I was normal. Why cant I be normal? A normal kid?

And I hate having to live in a grown up body! Ug! So annoying!

allie 9

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

15 thoughts on “angry allie”

  1. I’m sorry, allie girl! I wish you could be a normal kid too so that you wouldn’t always have to be stuck being a kid, but would grow up and learn more things. Since this isn’t the case, I send lots of computer hugs and I hope you get over being angry soon. xxx


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