FEELING A LITTLE INSECURE

IM FEELING SO INSECURE TONIGHT. MY BRAIN IS ON OVERLOAD. I MISS EILEEN. I WISH SHE WASNT ON VACATION.
I EMAILED HER. I TOLD HER HOW I FEEL.
IM NOT SURE IF SHE’S ALREADY GONE ON HOLIDAY. SHE DIDNT TELL ME THE DAY SHE’D BE GOING. SHE’S PROBABLY GONE ALREADY BUT SHE DID SAY SHE’D BE CHECKING HER EMAIL EVERY DAY.
I KNOW SHE WONT RESPOND BUT AT LEAST SHE’LL KNOW HOW I FELT.
I HATE MY BRAIN SOMETIMES. RATIONALLY IT SAYS ONE THING, BUT EMOTIONALLY ITS TOTALLY SOMEWHERE ELSE.
GAAA
THIS JUST SUCKS.
LIZ

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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