My partner!

i cant sleep. i’ve been thinking about my partner jess, whose currently residing in a psychiatric residential facility, a long term care facility. she’s been there for a couple of years. and i havent heard from her in a few months. so i decided to call her tonight. i couldnt reach her on the residents phone line. so i rang the main reception and the person who took my call said that they were cleaning the dining room right now so she told me to call back in 30 minutes. so i will. i really would like to talk to her and check up on her and make sure she’s ok. i miss her tons lately. its so hard not talking to her on a regular basis. like we used to. we used to talk every day numerous times a day when she wasnt in the psych facility, we’d spend hours on the phone or we’d email a lot back and forth to one antoher. i hope she doesnt think i dont think of her or that i dont care. i do care very much. its just so hard. so hard when half the time the residents phone isnt answered. hoping i can get through to her in a little while. fingers crossed. I’ll be so happy if i do.
carol anne


Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

24 thoughts on “My partner!”

      1. I know it would take some time to get there but how about mailing a card to Jess? It would be lovely for her to receive in the post and she’d have something tangible to hold.
        You can still keep trying to call her in the meantime.
        I’m sorry you’re feeling so worried. I hope you can catch up soon. xx

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      2. Yes I think I will do that send a card, it would be something tangible you’re right, she needs that I think, plus then she will know I am thinking of her even when I don’t call her

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  1. I can imagine how hard it is not to be able to speak w her on a regular basis let alone for a couple of months. Fingers crossed you will get to talk to her tonight 💜💙❤ Is she ever able to call you?


  2. I hope you get through tomorrow and get to have a long chat with Jess. Not being able to get through must feel like a frustrating barrier. Sending hope for better luck tomorrow. xx


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