i am feeling very hyper. i cant settle down.
i tried to lie down and read my book. nope. i couldnt. had to get up again. felt to squirrely.
then my friend texted me. so ended up getting in a convo with her for a bit.
my mind is racy. a hundred little thoughts are swirling around in there right now.
i’m trying to calm down. i should try to sleep but i doubt i can. no point in going to bed to just lie there wide awake thinking. that does nobody any favours.
and when i think its a dangerous thing sometimes. my thoughts quickly go out of control.
so i’ll just turn on the radio and stay up and go online for a bit. and hope that tires me out soon.
carol anne

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “Hyper”

  1. I feel a bit like this too. The weather doesn’t help either as it makes me agitated and I dont want to sit in one position for too long. But I find that burning some candles and listening to some chilled music and doing a bit of writing helps me. I hope you manage to relax soon. x

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  2. Ugh I felt pretty much the same yesterday night, and generally I feel a lot like this lately, it’s exhausting. What definitely helps me, at least a bit, is always some soothing music, and Misha, Misha, and more of Misha. I hope you settled down later on and got some sleep.


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