so one of the insiders, sirena, is feeling very bad. she is suicidal. she wanted to take all of our meds and she almost did when I went to take my night meds she was out, luckily I was able to overpower her before she did anything, but it was this close, she was about to down them all.
I was never so scared! I didnt see it coming!
I tried talking to her but she’s not ready to open up. She just went back inside very quickly. I am going to email eileen and tell her. I think she will try to work with her in therapy.
I really feel for her. I know how it is to be suicidal. But man is it scary when you didnt even know she was gonna do it!
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Hi guys, we all hope that Serina is doing ok. The darks understand
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thank you guys. we knew you would understand. xxx
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I’m glad you were able to catch it in time. I hope Eileen will be able to connect with her. xo
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So do I. I have just emailed her. xx
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I know. God knows what would’ve happened if I didn’t. I’m just so glad I did
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Oh God, that’s scary indeed! I’m so glad it didn’t happen. I hope she won’t try aagain. Sending comforting hugs and love her way, I hope she’ll be able to open up t Eileen.
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Eileen has just texted so I hope we can talk to her on the phone soon
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Very good!
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She told me to put the memories in a box and contain them for now so that is what I did
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🙂
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😙😆
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I’m glad you were able to catch it in time! Hoping she seeks and finds help soon! Prayers!
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Thank you, prayers are appreciated, she will talk in therapy next week about her feelings I hope
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Healing prayers and hugs! #fingersCrossed
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Thanks hun! hugs are appreciated! xo
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Scary indeed! I’m glad you were able to overpower her. I hope there will be some other insiders that can clue you in when something like that is being planned. Serena really needs to talk to someone and I’m Glad Eileen responded with an email. Perhaps Serena can be coaxed in to talking to Dr. Barry next time you go. It sounds like though, you’ll have to take steps to make sure the system is safe. This makes the second one who has plotted suicide in the last six months. xxx
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Yes. I know. thats the scary part. I doubt sirena will talk to dr. barry. she seems reluctant to talk to anyone. eileen texted, we talked. maybe she’ll talk to her next week. xxx
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Oh no! I hope sirena is feeling better this morning and might be able to talk to someone whether inside or out, about how she’s feeling. Must have been so scary for all of you no wonder you had trouble sleeping ((hugs)) xx
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shes not opening up. I’m hoping when we go to therapy she’ll talk. our therapist eileen texted us last night at almost 11 PM to check in. so glad to have her. xo
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😦 I’m glad you’re okay!
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Thanks hun! xoxo
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You are ok, that’s all that matters for now but reading this was a big shock. I hope Eileen can help Sirena, she must feel so awful.
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I hope so too. I think she will be agle to help her. She has a way with us. xo
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Hugs. I’m glad you could stop her. Is she willing to draw pictures or write out why she is feeling so overwhelmed? I would put my memories in a nut shell. I would carry it with me during hard days.
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Yes eileen our t told us to put them in a container so that is what we did until we see her on monday. Sirena did write. She’ll probably talk too in therapy on monday. xxx
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