suicide attempt

so one of the insiders, sirena, is feeling very bad. she is suicidal. she wanted to take all of our meds and she almost did when I went to take my night meds she was out, luckily I was able to overpower her before she did anything, but it was this close, she was about to down them all.

I was never so scared! I didnt see it coming!

I tried talking to her but she’s not ready to open up. She just went back inside very quickly. I am going to email eileen and tell her. I think she will try to work with her in therapy.

I really feel for her. I know how it is to be suicidal. But man is it scary when you didnt even know she was gonna do it!


Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

26 thoughts on “suicide attempt”

  1. Scary indeed! I’m glad you were able to overpower her. I hope there will be some other insiders that can clue you in when something like that is being planned. Serena really needs to talk to someone and I’m Glad Eileen responded with an email. Perhaps Serena can be coaxed in to talking to Dr. Barry next time you go. It sounds like though, you’ll have to take steps to make sure the system is safe. This makes the second one who has plotted suicide in the last six months. xxx


    1. Yes. I know. thats the scary part. I doubt sirena will talk to dr. barry. she seems reluctant to talk to anyone. eileen texted, we talked. maybe she’ll talk to her next week. xxx


  2. Oh no! I hope sirena is feeling better this morning and might be able to talk to someone whether inside or out, about how she’s feeling. Must have been so scary for all of you no wonder you had trouble sleeping ((hugs)) xx


  3. Hugs. I’m glad you could stop her. Is she willing to draw pictures or write out why she is feeling so overwhelmed? I would put my memories in a nut shell. I would carry it with me during hard days.


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