i wish

i wish i can just feel like a kid. i feel so responsible for everyone and everything. i wish i can just let things go. just be a 12 year old kid. that sure would be nice.
do kid things. have fun. not worry. just be. just be free to be me. no fears no worries no responsibilities.
maybe one day it will come true for me. eileen is working with the adults on it. so i am hopeful it will.

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “i wish”

  1. I wish you could too, Emily. I think that it will start to happen as soon as others in the system start to know everything you know, then the responsibility can be shared. I’m sorry the darks are putting up such a fuss, but I know they’re probably afraid that if they stop functioning as darks, they won’t have a reason for being around. I think it will be better for the system once they start to accept therapy with Eileen. the system will be happier and safer and the trauma that they hang on to will be shared and dealt with. xxx

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