i wish i can just feel like a kid. i feel so responsible for everyone and everything. i wish i can just let things go. just be a 12 year old kid. that sure would be nice.
do kid things. have fun. not worry. just be. just be free to be me. no fears no worries no responsibilities.
maybe one day it will come true for me. eileen is working with the adults on it. so i am hopeful it will.