HURTING…

I AM HURTING EVERYTHING IS A MESS MY EMOTIONS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE I CANT DEAL I JUST CANT DEAL I FEEL SO OVERWHELMED I WANT TO CUT I THINK THAT’D MAKE ME FEEL BETTER AT LEAST TEMPORARILY I KNOW I WONT THOUGH I WILL NOT DO WHAT MY EMOTIONS ARE TELLING ME TO DO THOUGH INSTEAD I WILL SIT HERE I WILL READ MY BOOK I WILL DRINK COFFEE I WILL TRY NOT TO WALLOW I WILL TRY TO DISTRACT BY GOING THROUGH EMAIL AND THEN FACE TIMING MY FRIEND LATER TONIGHT I COULD REALLY USE SOME SUPPORT IF ANYONE CAN MANAGE IT
THANKS,
LIZ

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

26 thoughts on “HURTING…”

  1. I’m so sorry, Liz, dear, that you’re having such a hard time. I’m glad you’re doing positive things to distract yourself. I hope you also had a good time yesterday along with Carol Anne. It must be the nature of your system that when something good happens, all the emotions get shaken up and the bad ones come to the surface. xxx

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  2. Hey! Just remember you will get through this!! Maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but flowers need rain to blossom and you too are blossoming !! You can do this just keep swimming sending all the hugs and love and positivity and magic ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“

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