DONT WANT TO MEET HER

I DONT WANT TO MEET THIS DAMN SOCIAL WORKER. I WISH WE DIDNT HAVE TO MEET HER. IM NOT FEELING GOOD THIS MORNING. NOT REALLY FEELING UP TO CHATTING. AND SHE’S NOT KAREN. AND I DONT WANT TO GET USED TO SOMEONE NEW. I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO.
JUST EMAILED EILEEN. FEEL SO UNSETTLED THIS MORNING. REALLY REALLY NOT UP FOR MEETING MARY. JUST REALLY FEELING LIKE I CANT COPE WITH TALKING TO SOMEONE NEW THAT I DONT REALLY KNOW.
UG. I BETTER GO START GETTING READY SO I WILL LOOK PRESENTABLE.
LIZ

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Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “DONT WANT TO MEET HER”

  1. I hope it goes better than you think it will Liz, I’m sure it’s hard to meet a new one and try to get to know her after having a connection with Karen. Fingers crossed one of the other alters will be in a better place to deal with it and you’ll be able to see what she’s like without having to directly deal with her this first time meeting her.
    Good luck xox

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  2. I understand you’re not feeling up for meeting her and talking to her, it’s normal when you don’t know someone and aren’t feeling the best overall. But try to give her a chance, Liz. Don’t cross heer out just because she’s not Karen. She’s surely different because she’s not her, but I am sure that if you both will try, you can get along very well too and she can turn out to be a very supportive and helpful person, as Karen was, but in a different way. I hope it goes well for you guys and that you’ll be able to get funding for all the stuff you need.

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