Broken

Sometimes I feel so

 

Broken

 

i’m shattered. broken into a million little shards. a million little pieces.

that’s what it feels like to be a multiple. your like a puzzle, that doesn’t fit together. the pieces are jagged, and they don’t fit together right.

then there’s my mind, that’s broken too. a million thoughts, flying around in there. flying and spinning so fast.

it makes me dizzy.  I hope to some day be whole, fixed, or as fixed as I can be.  I can wish, right?

 

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

18 thoughts on “Broken”

  1. You’re doing great. My best friend who is a multiple does fine too, even if it feels bad sometimes–issues come up and they get dealt with. Everyone just has to work with who they are and what they’ve got, and you really do a great job.

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      1. You do great, all of you. I have been impressed with the folks who have been really brave lately, as well as the ones who just keep on keeping on, which is another form of bravery–

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  2. This feels like my mind right now. Broken. Constantly changing so i can’t even begin to understand how to start putting myself together again. I hope you get your wish soon

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