and i’m up and awake. i woke with a start. dont know why. i cant remember if i was dreaming, but i dont think so. i just seem to have woken up. i felt hungry. so went out to get some strawberries and grapes. i planned on going back to bed. but i’m not tired. nitro is snoring though. its lovely to just listen to his rhythmic breath. he was on the bed with me earlier tonight, he must have gotten too hot and jumped off.