Late start to the day

I fell asleep last night around 2 AM. once I went to sleep though I stayed asleep. was glad about that.
I stayed in bed really late today, until 11:30. mostly because I didn’t wanna face the day.
I figured if I didn’t get up then the day would just pass me by and I wouldn’t have to deal with it.
finally though I got up and ate. spent time being with my mom and sister. my sister took our dad to visit his brother in the nursing home, and moms going to pick up my nephew from school. so I have the house to myself for a little while at least.
I’m trying not to think about today being may 1st. its working to a degree. of course logically I know it is may 1st. but am just trying to focus on other things, and keep th e memories of awful things that happened away.
wish me luck…

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “Late start to the day”

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  2. I’m so sorry today is so hard for you, I hate that they used this day to hurt you 😦 Littlies, I hope you can find something fun to do, older parts I hope you can incorporate some self soothing and distraction for all of you too. All of you I’m thinking of you and hoping you can find something nice today even if it’s just a bit of sunshine warming your face xox

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