im wide awake. at midnight, doubt i’m going to get much sleep tonight. and its not like im not tired! i actually fell asleep this afternoon after coming back from the gym for about an hour! i was tired then and i am tired now. but my mind is racing and there is a lot of turmoil going on on the inside. liz is struggling, so is wendy and pixie. all of those insiders are darks, and wendy and pixie are both in liz’s system inside. both wendy and pixie are struggling with flashbacks, and well ya’ll know what liz is going through, she’s written about it here lately.
i feel kinda at a loss to help them. not like i can do much. feeling powerless and helpless really sucks.
think i’ll go read. night all ifI dont sleep I’ll write more later.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

2 thoughts on “Midnight”

  1. Do you know what’s causing them to struggle so much? That’s kinda worrying, I really feel for them, I don’t know how about Wendy and Pixie but LIz sounds like she’s really depressed. Anyway, I hope things will change for better for all of them as soon as possible, and that you got some sleep. Hugs. šŸ™‚


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