shes gonna read to me

eileen is gonna read a book to me. shes done that before. so its not a new thing.
i love when she reads to me.
it is feelin so safe. i love listening to her voice.
i love how she reads. her voice is calm and gentle and soft. its a little piece of heaven.
the book i chose was today i feel silly and other moods that make my day by jamie lee curtis.
im a little old for it but i dont care. i like it.
eileen said she’ll record herself reading it. and we can have it then to listen back to when we’re sad, lonely, feeling alone, or like we need her.
that is good right? i think it is.
we already have a recording of another one she read to us called in my heart, we have a recording of it and we listen to that one a ton.
now we’ll have a new one. yay. im sooo happy.
she said shell do it this week, and if she cant, then we can do it next week during our session.
I feel good now. Love my heart mom sooo much.
allie 9

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

11 thoughts on “shes gonna read to me”

  1. Allie, do you know it makes me smile when I hear that you feel good? I’m glad Eileen is going to read to you and that she is your heart mom! I like having a recording that you can listen to over and over again. It’s like having a picture for sighted people. They can look at the picture over and over again. Hugs, xxx.


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