WAITING FOR MY HEAD TO JUST EXPLODE

MY HEAD FEELS SO FULL I AM WAITING FOR IT TO EXPLODE. LITERALLY. EVERYTHING IS GETTING TO ME. I JUST FEEL SO OVERWHELMED. OF COURSE ITS NIGHT TIME AND I HATE THAT. I AM TIRED BUT UNABLE TO SLEEP. IN FACT I AM EXHAUSTED. I SLEPT EARLIER FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS. IM STILL SICK SO YEAH FEELING CRAPPY. MY THROAT HURTS AND I AM COUGHING AND MY NOSE IS STILL ALL BLOCKED UP. I TOOK SOME MEDS AND AM HOPING THIS CRAP GOES AWAY SOON. I HATE BEING SICK. ITS SO TRIGGERY TO US TO BE ILL. AND UNABLE TO BREATHE PROPERLY. EVEN IF I COULD SLEEP I’M AFRAID TO GO TO SLEEP. I DONT WANT TO HAVE NIGHTMARES. AND I’M PRETTY SURE I WILL HAVE THEM. UG THIS JUST SUCKS.
LIZ

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

16 thoughts on “WAITING FOR MY HEAD TO JUST EXPLODE”

  1. Oh Liz, that really sucks. So sorry you’re feeling so crappy and both physically and emotionally. I know it very well, not going to sleep because of the fear of having nightmares, it’s horrible. I hope this sickness will pass away quickly, it’s quite worrying you have it again this year. Hope today’s gonna be better for ya. 🙂

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