emotional

i am feeling really emotional. like crying actually. i know i should just let whatever happens happen. but i’m scared. i dont cry a lot. and i cant afford to be seen like this. not by staff here. i just feel upset right now. im missing eileen. i’ve been reading her email over and over. i’ve also been smeling her rose scent bottle. doesnt help that i’m sick. i cant breathe and its triggering. i should go lay down for a little while I think. calm my nervous system down. maybe i’ll go do that.
carol anne

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

28 thoughts on “emotional”

  1. Being sick lowers ones defenses. Going to lie down is a good idea. By the time you read this, I hope you feel better. xxx

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