the basement club

so tomorrow i plan on going to the basement club. i’ve been planning to do this for days. i was going to go on tuesday, but then i was too tired. so i changed my mind and i said i’d go today instead. but now there is a weather warning, for rain, from 2 pm onwards tomorrow. i had planned on going out at 1 because the basement club is closed until then, not sure why, i just got a text saying it would be closed until 12:30 earlier today. i will still go, but i wish it wasnt going to be wet. i hate being out in the rain. and i wish i could sleep tonight. we are having a lot of trouble toinght though. the system in in a lot of emotional turmoil. both because we miss eileen, we’re anxious and feeling overwhelmed, and having memories, and feeling the effects of that. its a hard night. i think i’ll go make some tea once i finish writing this post. it might help us calm down a little.
carol anne

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “the basement club”

  1. Hope you all managed to get some sleep in the end Carol Anne, those nights are so frustrating. Fingers crossed you make it out and enjoy your time at the basement club 🙂 x

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