5 days

There are only 5 days left of my therapy break. 5 days until I see eileen again.

I miss her so much. I really fucking hate therapy breaks.

The pain of attachment bloody sucks. Sucks doesnt even begin to cover it.

This therapy break has been super hard. I’ve had such a longing for eileen all throughout it. We all have.

The kids have cried a lot. Hec I’ve even cried some.

Its been hell. Nice to know my attachment disorder is alive and well huh? Note my sarcasm.

I am glad I saw dr. barry during the break, but god I wish Eileen was here right now. I’d run into he r arms, hug her and never let go.

I want my safe person to come back! I know she’ll be back, I just wish it was now and not on Monday.

5 days…
carol anne

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “5 days”

  1. 5 days of waiting is both very long and very short, I know it well too. It’s less than a week, may seem so easy, but at the same time it’s still so awfully long, it’s weird. Yeah, good at least you could see Dr Barry today. And I also hope Nitro and Misha and Snibbles and Eileen’s rose scent bottle etc. will be able to help. Sending hugs and strength your way. 🙂


  2. Hi, it’s me, Lazarus! I’m starting yet another blog, lol! I’m launching it in May. I just wanted you to know that it’s me 🙂


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