There are only 5 days left of my therapy break. 5 days until I see eileen again.
I miss her so much. I really fucking hate therapy breaks.
The pain of attachment bloody sucks. Sucks doesnt even begin to cover it.
This therapy break has been super hard. I’ve had such a longing for eileen all throughout it. We all have.
The kids have cried a lot. Hec I’ve even cried some.
Its been hell. Nice to know my attachment disorder is alive and well huh? Note my sarcasm.
I am glad I saw dr. barry during the break, but god I wish Eileen was here right now. I’d run into he r arms, hug her and never let go.
I want my safe person to come back! I know she’ll be back, I just wish it was now and not on Monday.