Poetry again

blinking
i choke back tears
my fears are realised
as i try
not to move
to late
here it comes
the memory
glued to my bed
i shake uncontrollably
i stand up
trembling and trying to walk
i take a few steps
1, 2, 3
can i? can i move?
not sure…
want to run
run to the door…
screams try to escape
but all I can do is shake
shake and whimper
stammer…
as i disintegrate…

ariana

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

15 thoughts on “Poetry again”

      1. lol an American marine was trying to show me how to use voice recognition and everything we tried was quite distorted … it guessed the wrong words .. am very glad you have such efficient help 🙂

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