i’m feeling so bla right now. apathy is setting in. i hate it. i’m starting to feel like i’m crashing. depression sucks. it really fucking does.
i cant sleep. its 3 AM and I cant sleep.
I’m afraid of going to sleep. I dont want to have nightmares.
I dont want to be feeling depressed and apathetic.
ok, carol anne, think of 3 positives.
1 nitro loves me
2 i’m warm and cosy in my nice house. i’m safe.
3 i’m emailing with friends and thats nice.