I miss Eileen tonight.
we shoulda been having our session today. but we didn’t cuz it was a bank holiday.
we’ll see her on Thursday. but it seems so far away.
I did email her though. I told her how much I loved her. and am missing her.
I took out her rose scent and sniffed it over and over. I don’t care if people think I’m weird. Eileen gave me the empty bottle and I always smell it and the scent still hasn’t gone out of it.
I also listened to her reading in my heart to me. I have that recorded. she said we can read another book soon. I cant wait. I will record her reading to us again. we left the book today I feel silly, and other moods that make my day in her office. so we’ll probably read that one.
Thursday better come quick. I need to go to therapy.
I need a hug from Eileen.
allie, age 9