just. ug. thats all i can manage. i’m so frustrated. i thought i was getting somewhere with this headcold. I thought it was easing a little. no such luck.

I made a lemsip. its now 5:30 AM. I managed to go back to sleep earlier, after waking at 1:30, I stayed up for like an hour then went back to sleep. But I slept fitfully. I tossed and turned and couldnt breathe too good.

It is not cool. I am so done with being sick. I just wish it was over.

My body is aching now too, so its not just my head and nose. My muscles ache, they feel weak. And I am hot and cold as well.

sigh. I’m not a very good patient either. I dont have patience for being sick. I just want an end to it.

Even nitros avoiding me tonight. He’s been sleeping. Normally he’d get out of his bed and come lie by my bed. But he didnt tonight. Guess he wants to avoid me too ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

anyway. I better drink this lemsip. after this I only have one left.

I think I’m going to be on my own in class this morning. There should be another girl coming in but she rarely comes in. She is really bad at attending. So I might be by myself. Thats ok too though. I am able to work on my own and I actually prefer it.

I need to ring my gp’s office and order my meds today. I meant to do it yesterday but i forgot. I have to have the injection by next week as its due then. It takes 2 days for a prescription to be ready so I better get on it today.

Anyway. I’ll leave it here for now. Catch yall later!
carol anne

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

12 thoughts on “ug”

  1. Sorry you are not feeling well!!! ๐Ÿ˜ข Hoping you will feel better very soon!!! Xoxo ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’


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