my mind likes to meander, jump from one thought to the next. one minute i am thinking about therapy tomorrow. the next I am thinking about sleep, wondering will I get any tonight? thinking, probably not, story of my life. Thoughts meander slowly at first, then begin to quicken, pick up pace. I walk about in a daze, dissociated, irritated, agitated, anxious, mood unstable, after a few good days of stability. I wonder, does anyone care about this stuff i write? Am I even making sense? See? I told you my thoughts ramble and meander, I have little control over them. I try, but cant seem to switch off my mind. Its constantly buzzing and whirring. Who knows? Maybe some day I’ll succeed in switching it off or temporarily jolting it so that I am not feeling like my thoughts are spinning out of control.