3 AM

the pain i feel is raw. my eyes burn. my breath comes quick and fast. i choke on sobs. i wipe away tears.
I try to remember, it was just a dream. I am ok.
but am I?
Everything feels so surreal. I feel off. Everything around me doesnt feel real.
I think I’m going to die.
Help me!

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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