Pixie

I AM SO DEPRESSED I AM NUMB I FEEL DEAD MY MOOD IS FLAT I CANT COPE WITH THIS IT FEELS AWFUL I JUST FEEL LIKE THERE IS NO POINT NO HOPE NO POINT IN ANYTHING NO POINT IN LIVING NO HOPE NO HOPE FOR A FUTURE NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL I FEEL DEAD DEAD AND JUST WANT IT ALL TO END
PIXIE AGE 21

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

8 thoughts on “Pixie”

  1. Heya Pixie, I’m sorry that you are having such a rough night, I am sending you a big big virtual hug right now! I know you feel awful right now, but it will pass, I promise! Can you have a nice warm bath or shower? That sometimes really helps me get away from the bad thoughts, especially at night time when it all feels like too much. You are wonderful Pixie, don’t forget that!
    Lots of love, Kate

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  2. Pixie, I won’t try to convince you how the world is beautiful or how much hope it is in it, because right now I feel pretty much the same and it would be simply hypocritical. But I send you lots of hugs and am thinking of you. It won’t be this way forever, believe me. There finally will be the time you’ll feel better. And you’re not alone in all that. There are people going through the same things right now like me who really get you and are here if you want to talk, and there are people like Eileen for example, who are always there to support you. Try to do something you enjoy, maybe that would help a bit, at least temporarily. Hugs. 🙂

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