A full Monday

its been a busy day. I slept well last night and woke up feeling great. I didnt even wake on my own, my dad had to come in and wake meup, he told me it was past 8 AM so I jumped out of bed and started getting ready to go to therapy. I had to leave at 9:30. Therpy went well. we were just so happy to see eileen. We processed a memory using emdr and we talked about a couple other things as well. the session seemed to just fly by. after therapy we went straight to abode, there were only two of us in today on the ILS course. we had lunch and then in the afternoon we watched a documentary about people being interviewed for different jobs. just to see how they handled interviews etc. i also did some college work, and at 3 pm we finished class. clodagh had gotten the ingredients for my frittata tomorrow so that is what I am making. of course i will post pictures when i’m done and i posted the recipe earlier. or did i, i gthink i did. anyway. after class i just went upstairs to my room and chilled out. i downloaded email and sorted through it. i read for a while. i watched a little tv. at 5:30 pm we had dinner. I’ve been really good today. I had a nice healthy dinner of chicken potatos and peas. and no dessert. i was wishing i could eat dessert because it was either banoffee pie or profita rolls. in case you dont know what profita rolls are they are pastry with cream in the middle and chocolate sauce over it. so yeah. didnt have any of that. just went back up to my room and ate some fruit instead. havent been up to much since dinner time. decided i’d have a shower tonight because its just easier than having one in the morning, i’m thinking i’m not going to sleep again tonight. i have that feeling anyway but i guess we’ll see if it happens or not. i hope not but i’m guessing it probably will. i have to go back to taking my meds regularly because i got off track and forgot a few doses. the meds are probably gonna take a few days to go into my system again. dr. barry wont be pleased with me. i didnt mean to forget it was just i was dissociative and couldnt quite remember whether i’d taken them or not. thank god the weather is back to normal again now. the temps have warmed up a little bit. we have temps of 8 or 9 degrees c now instead of 1 or 0. i’m so relieved. i dont want to see snow again for a while lol. i’ve had enough snow.
carol anne

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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