CRAPPY START TO THE DAY

GOD I FEEL LIKE CRAP. ABSOLUTE FUCKING CRAP.

I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO BED. BUT I CANT.

I CANT DEAL WITH THIS LEVEL OF AWFULNESS.
I HAVE TO GO TO A CALL CENTRE LATER THIS MORNING AND I REALLY REALLY DONT WANT TO GO.

I’M JUST LIKE UG NO. SO MUCH FAKENESS AND HAVING TO PLEASE OTHERS AND SMILE AND BE OK, NOT ME.

I JUST WANT TO SCREAM. I AM NOT OK. I AM NOT OK. I AM NOT OK.

LIZ
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HEALING, RECOVERY, END THE STIGMA, PAIN, SADNESS,
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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

21 thoughts on “CRAPPY START TO THE DAY”

  1. Sorry Liz! I feel your pain. Are you able to call off from the phone center this afternoon and do something that feels good for you? We all need a mental health day every once in a while. (((Hugs)))

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  2. Ohhh really hoping that youโ€™re feeling a little better now …. can you get a good book and a long hot bath and just switch off for a bit? Or hot chocolate and a good trashy film to take your mind off things. I do hope youโ€™re feeling a bit better tomorrow. ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™

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  3. I’m sorry you felt like crap. I am glad you can at least say what you want online and you can also email me if you want to vent a bit. I am online usually about 10 am eastern time to about 7 pm eastern time.

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