My name is Carol anne and I am the dominant personality

Hi everyone
Let me tell you a little about me. My name is Carol anne. I am the,
Personality in our did system.
this means I am the one whose mostly in control.
I run the day to day life. Others help me, but I am the main fronter, or what we call ANP apparently normal part, or going on with life part.
I am an age slider. I age slide from 18 to 22.
My responsibilities include going to school, doing our work experience, doing the ILS course, etc. As well as trying to take care of our younger insiders, which I am sad to say I am not too good at doing.
I am learning though in therapy how to nurture the littles.
I am a protector. when I first emerged, I used to be only 14. and I was a bit of a bitch to everyone, I had no time for anyone. I didn’t want friends.
I’ve mellowed over the years. being out front in the world will do that to you.
I enjoy singing, hanging out with friends, talking on the phone to my friends, reading, binge watching big bang theory or law and order SVU.
so there you have it, a little about me.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

21 thoughts on “My name is Carol anne and I am the dominant personality”

  1. It is nice to officially ‘meet’ you. You do such a good job. I have a little idea of how hard it can be. I feel like I am not a good friend to some of the littles I know, because sometimes it is like having a preschool right there and it can get overwhleming. I can only imagine how hard it must be to have all the inside littles to take care of. I am glad you have some inside and outside help.

    I am going to bed now, even though it is about 4 pm–I am just tired these past few days. I will sit up and read books but will not be online anymore today. I hope you all have a good rest of the day and get some good sleep, with jade’s help or whoever can help you. Talk to you all tomorrow.


  2. You are doing an awesome job Carol Anne, we can only do the best we can with what tools we have available to us at the time. You try your hardest and you are always looking for ways to improve yourself, you can’t get much better than that!


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