Hello Wednesday :-)

I did not sleep well last night. It was after 3 am when I went to bed. Mostly thats because the weather was so bad outside, and I knew I wouldnt be able to sleep, and also, nitro was afraid, so I was staying up with him to reassure him things would be ok. He came into the bedroom and was standing by my bed, shaking. Poor guy. He always gets so scared when there is a storm.

I tossed and turned a lot when I finally did sleep. I kept waking up. I was having weird dreams. Now that I am awake I cant really remember them, but I just know they were really weird.

I finally got up at 6. Made coffee, and sat down doing email and catching up on blog posts. It felt good to have a little time where there was complete quiet in the building. I enjoy that sometimes. I think the staff here get up at 6, but I dont hear anyone walking around so maybe they dont get up until 6:30. Then again, its hard to hear things from my bedroom, we have fire doors in the rooms, they are very heavy and so noise is kept to a minimum.

I am going to see dr. barry this morning. I need to talk to her about my sleep, and I also need to tell her Ive started a work experience placement at the preschool. She doesnt know that yet. I think shell be thrilled for me.

Ok well better go feed nitro and let him out, before it rains again. I can hear the birds chirping outside, it is so nice to listen to them. Catch you all later.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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