I sit here
living in fear
close to tears
chills run through my body
I cant seem to think
then i
and all of a sudden
the memories flash before my eyes
in a big swirl
like a volcano
they threaten to erupt
I try to hold them back
but they attack
I take a breath
count to 10
say, not again
then sink
to my knees
Oh please
memories, let me be
let me be free

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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