3:30 AM

and i’m up. just cant sleep. its awful

a patient just came over to our bed space, asking what I am doing with the computer on. I felt like saying none of your fucking business. But i didnt say anything.

I’ve been on my phone, and doing email. I thought it would help me to go back to sleep. but it didnt.

we didnt get our prazocin on wednesday night, because the pharmacy didnt have it, but we got it last night. still having nightmares though.

just dont know what to do. wish I could sleep.


Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

17 thoughts on “3:30 AM”

  1. Hope you can get some relief soon. Yea itโ€™s unfortunate that anyone is bothering you, but Iโ€™m proud of you for keeping your composure ๐Ÿ’œ

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      1. let me tell you some of my favs:

        Daffy memes:-

        everyone has the right to be stupid…it’s just that some people abuse the privilege..

        I did a push-up today. well, I actually fell down, but had to use my arms to get back up, so close enough…. now I need a chocolate..

        you can’t always control; who walks into your life..but you can control which window you throw them out of..

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