i’m awake and its 4 AM. i managed to sleep for a little while. maybe an hour. possibly two hours. i woke at 2 am. i got up and went out to the nurses station, but there was nobody at the desk. so i came back to bed and went on my computer.
i’m so anxious. so jittery. feeling so agitated.
i think i need something to take the edge off. but not sure they’ll give me something now. with only 4 hours to go until we get up.
kids are scared. they dont like the dark. they also dont like being in a ward with five other people.
i’ll keep trying to manage, hopefully i’ll be able to hang on.
Amy age 15