triggered

ok. here we go. emotion overload. flashback central. oh god. nightmare. i dont know what to do, its just, overwhelm. i am feeling, trying to feel into the emotion before it overtakes me. its. not. working. i think i’m going to desolve into tears. really feel switchy. not sure i can stay out front. trying…just not sure i can do it.
carol anne

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

26 thoughts on “triggered”

      1. your face is well centered, we’re just missing your forehead and your eyes from time to time… but most of the lenght of the video, you’re face is almost perfectly centered 🙂

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    1. No I haven’t missed any medication, but we were accessed last week by one of our past abusers, so that’s probably the reason, he triggered the hell out of me on the phone, I answered an unknown number by an accident and I got really triggered

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  1. I’m wishing for the day that all of your reporter insiders get a new job, one that doesn’t include keeping past abusers updated on your contact information. That will be a really _big step.

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    1. I know, it really would be something wouldn’t it? I actually love if that happened but I’m not holding my breath, because, there are quite a few reporter insiders who don’t want to get a new job as of yet

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