ADOPT ME, EILEEN, PLEASE?

ITS ALLIE, I’M 9
I MISS MY THERAPIST TONIGHT. I EMAILED HER.
I TOLD HER I NEED HER TO WRITE ME THAT I AM FEELING LONELY AND MISSING HER
TONIGHT I REALLY WISH SHE COULD ADOPT ME. I LOVE HER. AND I KNOW SHE LOVES ME TOO. SHE SAID SO.
I KNOW I HAVE A BIO MOM BUT MY BIO MOM DOESNT EVEN SEE ME SHE DOESNT KNOW ME OR KNOW WHAT I LIKE AND DONT LIKE OR WHAT I FEEL AND HOW I AM DOING EVERY DAY
EILEEN, SHE DOES KNOW. SHE SEES ME AND HELPS ME AND WE TALK AND SHE HUGS ME AND I FEEL SAFE SHE MAKES ME FEEL SAFE SHE MAKES ME FEEL LOVED AND WANTED
I WANT HER TONIGHT. I FEEL SO LONELY, THE PAIN IN MY HEART, IT HURTS SO MUCH.
ALLIE

[TAGS MOM, THERAPY, THERAPIST, TRAUMA, PARTS, DID,
DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER, ATTACHMENT DISORDER, ATTACHMENT PAIN, PTSD,
LOVE, ADOPTION, THERAPIST AS MOTHER FIGURE]

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

11 thoughts on “ADOPT ME, EILEEN, PLEASE?”

  1. i’m so sorry you’re feeling alone tonight allie. i hope you get the comfort and the healing that you need… to know that you are wanted and needed and loved… and that nobody is ever going to hurt you again. 🙂 i hope you feel better soon allie. all of my best. ♥

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  2. It makes me worry why your therapist has told you she loves you. That goes against all
    Of the codes and agreements she makes when she does this job. It’s wrong for her tomlive you. You need to tell dr Barry this and get help. Please. I’ve been there and believe me it doesn’t end well. X

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  3. Allie, I’m very sorry you feel so lonely. I know how it hurts. But even though you feel so, you aren’t. Eileen, even if she hasn’t respond to your email, cares about you, as you know well, DR Barry cares about you, I care about you and I’m sure that many of your friends do it too. And all of us think of you, even if your bio mum doesn’t. I know that it absolutely isn’t the same as being adopted by EIleen and having her as your real adoptive mum, but I hope it helps a little bit. It’s a pity indeed that Eileen can’t adopt you, but since it’s rather impossible, please remember, that there are many people who love you and are with you. I am with you and don’t want you to feel so lonely. Sending lots of hugs. 🙂

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