stillnot asleep

well im still awake. still anxious. still having flashbacks, still emotional, stil stil still…ug ug ug sigh.#

i cant cope with all this turmoil. i feel edgy and agitated. angry and just stressed out. someone shoot me please? then i wont have to deal with all this shit?

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

18 thoughts on “stillnot asleep”

  1. That’s terrible. Not sleeping is one thing and you can get used to it when it happens often, but being anxious at night is another and this is a nightmare to deal with. Needless to say I feel for you. ๐Ÿ™‚ Hope things got more stable during the day.

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