so like i said last night, i’m chilling out today.
i have been doing a lot of self care things. and really am enjoying that.
i had a long soak in a bubble bath. then i put on my bath and body works warm vanilla sugar body lotion that one of my ffriends gave me for christmas. it smells so good.
i watched home alone, and a couple of other little bits on tv, specials, and i listened to a radio show on our local radio station that featured kids. the kids were so precious talking about what they wanted from santa. the presenter asked one child how many miles they thought santa did on christmas eve, and he said 15, lol. how sweet and cute.
our littles do not believe in santa, they believe in the christmas fairy instead, santa is a trigger for them because some of our abuse involved programming and santa was used to punish or frighten them. so we say the christmas fairy is coming instead, its a thing me and my partner jess started a few years back when i was visiting one year.
all the presents are now wrapped. there is a lot of excitement in our system. i keep telling the kids bed early tonight, they are asking me if they can stay awake so they can meet the fairy.
i’ve been eating lots of yummy food too today. a little chocolate, only a little, I had lovely lamb chops for dinner, and a slice of my christmas cake after that.
i’m stuffed now lol. but i feel good.
i want to wish you all a very merry christmas, i hope whatever you do you have a fun filled day tomorrow, I hope your day is filled with love, joy, happiness, and most of all I hope you have someone special to share it with.
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