Insanity

am i sane?
insane?
who knows
who cares
its a feeling
that feeling of intensity
it makes me uneasy
people tell me
its ok, your ok
so why dont i feel it then?
instead i feel
surreal
weak, to scared to speak
curious to know
if i did
what would come out
afraid, afraid to shout
make a sound
feeling like i could drown
its a terrifying feeling
to be terrified
inside
i just, i just
hell i am not sure what I want any more!

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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