oooooo

fuck fuck fuck

my thoughts are racing. oh fuck. its baaad

i cant cope this these thoughts. just feel overwhelmed and sad.

oh gawd, why is it always at night?

why? i just want to sleep. but every time I try

The tears fall

Pain, raw pain

It threatens to overtake me

Think I should go sit with nitro, feel his soft fur against my cheek

now thats the best idea I’ve had all night

carol anne

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

9 thoughts on “oooooo”

  1. Big strong hugs for you!!!! Hope your thoughts and feelings calm down real soon and that nitro brings you so much comfort!! ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™

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  2. So sorry for your pain. I hope you were able to sleep. Nights are hard for me too. I think that is why I stay up too late at night, so I don’t have a to face the night. I take two Clonazepam at night to help me relax and sleep. It helps me. Love you dear. Prayers and hugs. Sue โคโคโค๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡

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