LIZ

I REALLY WANT TO CUT TONIGHT. I AM HAVING BAD THOUGHTS. MY HEADS FEELS JUMBLED. AND FULL. SO, SO FULL. I NEED TO FEEL THE RELEASE. I’M TRYING HARD NOT TO DO IT. ITS GONE PAST 3 AM. I FEEL LIKE I AM FULL OF ENERGY. RED HOT ENERGY. AND THE URGE TO SELF HARM IS SO STRONG. I THINK ITS JUST BECAUSE BIG FEELINGS ARE COMING UP FOR ME. FEELINGS I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH. SIGH, THERE’S ALWAYS SOMETHING ISNT THERE?
LIZ

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Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

24 thoughts on “LIZ”

      1. Sorry, I did get your email. By the time I noticed it I’d already replied in a comment instead so I wasn’t sure if I should reply to that as well. Thanks for checking in, that was very kind. I am much better than that day.

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      2. That’s good, no need to reply if you are ready replied in a comment, we really just wanted to send it to let you know we are thinking of you and hoping that you are okay and to let you know that we care

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  1. Liz, I’m so sorry you had such an awful night. It’s a pity that you didn’t have any sleep. My night was also quite rough though at least I slept at least a bit. Good that it’s weekend so maybe you’ll be able to nap during the day. And I wish you nice shopping.

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  2. I’m sorry to hear you’re struggling so. You took a huge step and a lot of strength to reach out, so as horrible a place you’re in, I hope you can take some pride in that. There are people here that want to listen and help you feel safe and supported. Sending peace and love xx

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  3. Oh man how awful. Text me any time you need to talk. You know i have some weird sleeping hours!! I’m so sorry some big things came up for you. I hope they have been released out into the wild blue yonder never to return. Thinking of you!

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