i bend
i break
i’m like
an earthquake
wildly flailing
heading for disaster
cant clearly see
my way out
so i doubt
doubt myself
have always done that
need help
too scared to ask
too scared of rejection
so the violent tremors continue
shaking me to my core
and i let out a whale
i’m gone, i’ve failed!

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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