i feel like i have done absolutely nothing today. i’ve just been a lazy slob.
am I entitled to a lazy day? Rationally I know I am. I’ll be busy for the rest of the week. My weekend is my down time.
But I wanted to do college work this weekend. Its not like I dont have any to do, I have lots. I could be working on reading my two books, I have to review them, comparing and contrasting them. I am reading beautiful boy and tweak, beautiful boy is written by a father about his son who is a heroin addict, and tweak is written by the son, the addict.
I could be doing my community project review. Even though that has to be in on January 9th, and I have plenty of time to do it, I have none of it done. I should really get cracking on that. And or I could be doing my journal of learning for the addictions module part of my class. I am behind on that, too.
so yeah there is lots I could be doing. Instead I lay in bed late this morning…sleeping. It could be argued that sleep is important and I must have needed to catch up on my sleep. And yes technically I did.
It wasnt like I didnt try to wake up early. I got up at 6\:30 and showered. I fed and let nitro out. But then I went back to bed, I couldnt keep my eyes open. That was at 7:30. And I did not get up again until 10:30. And even then I didnt want to move from under the comfy duvet.
I pottered around the house, made a cup of coffee, check my email and downloaded some stuff a friend sent me. Then I got ready because my sister was picking me up at 1. We went to our parents for dinner. And I am staying here tonight. I decided after dinner I needed to go to the grocery store to get grease proof paper to wrap my xmas cake and tinfoil also to wrap up the cake. I also needed whisky as I decided to soak the fruit in alcohol before I put it in the cake. Overall it is costing me quite a lot to make the cake, the ingredients were about 30 euro for everything that I needed. I dont mind though and I am just so excited to make it and ice it. It feels like I am making a special contribution to our familys xmas this year.
I was going to go to my aunts tonight with mom, well that is if she is going, she doesnt know yet as she is waiting for my aunt to text her, but after thinking about it I decided I wouldnt go out, I am still tired and I just want to chill out and watch x factor and be lazy again, haha.
Therapy is tomorrow morning. Whatever happens I need to discuss the did reassessment with eileen. So I will plan on doing that, but I know some other insiders are needing time to talk also. Last night I ordered a book for eileen to read to the kids. Its called today I feel silly and other moods and its by jamie lee curtis. I think it will be good to have something new that she can read to the littles. The last book we got was called in my heart and was also about feelings and she recorded herself reading that to them and we have that and its very comforting.
She likes to read to the littles and they love it when she does that for them.