No sleep last night

so i never slept last night. its so frustrating. i sleep well for a day or two, then its like no matter what i do i cant fall asleep. i napped yesterday evening, so that probably didnt help any. and to think yesterday on our way back from the gym i fell asleep in the bus for about 5 minutes. its not that i am not tired. i am exhausted. the week is so busy that i barely have time to fit everything in my schedule. anyway. when i wasnt sleeping i was on whats app with a did friend. we chatted for two hours. it was so nice. she’s been my friend for the last 3 years. she is a social worker by profession but due to having her did and being unable to cope in a work setting she’s on disability now. we can literally talk for hours. she has an daughter with aspergers who she fostered and then went on to adopt. so yeah. i did sleep for about 2 hours this morning after getting off the phone with my friend. 2 hours is better than no hours i guess.

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

6 thoughts on “No sleep last night”

  1. I’m also glad you got at least a bit of sleep, but I’m sorry that it was so little. It’s the more terrible, that you are tired after the day so you need sleep. That’s really awful.

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  2. I’ve had insomnia ever since I can remember myself, because of my overactive mind. I have a sport watch that monitors my heart rate, and I practiced slowing it, and it helped with falling asleep some. Even the sleeping pills I started using don’t make the problem disappear completely. Tried hypnosis. No use. I walk like I’m underwater and feel like a zombie.

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