CPN appointment

this week we also saw our cpn sarah. that went well.
I really am liking sarah. I’ve only seen her 3 or 4 gtimes but she is so kind, and friendly, and just a really understanding person.
I talked to her about the episode we had where lottie went outside in our pajamas in the middle of the night that was last monday night, and it was raining, and cold, and none of us knew what happened until dj, destiny joy, another insider, came out and told us what had taken place, as she is a watcher and was able to watch what lottie was doing! but she wasnt able to take control of the body!
sarah said how that must have been so frightening for us. it was!
Thats how we got to talking about lottie, formerly named psycho girl in therapy. and then as you all know she came out and talked with eileen and changed her name from psycho girl to charlotte or lottie for short.
i think sarah was shocked when i told her about the episode. she didnt say she was, but you could tell by her voice that what i was telling her had an impact on her.
we talked about the independent living skills course I am doing. I just told her how it was going, and we talked about the techniques I am using to cope when I get overwhelmed.
so yeah it was a good apt. we are meeting again in two weeks. and i think she’s coming to our assessment also.
carol anne

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “CPN appointment”

  1. did Lottie ever say why she did that? No wonder you woke up with a sore throat as you got soaked. I’m glad DJ was able to fill you in. Do watchers have the power to take over the body or are they just that, watchers.

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    1. No she never said why she did it but I think it was just because she came out and didn’t know where she was and was very confused. Disoriented and scared. Yes watches can take over the body to, just when someone else is out and feeling scared and confused it’s hard for them to take control then


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