so havent had the best of nights. did not sleep good. kept having freaking nightmares. feel tired this morning but woke up at 6, should say gave up at 6, got up, fed and let nitro out, then tried going back to bed to read for a while. brought nitro on the bed for cuddle time, and he stayed there for about an hour before starting to get restless again so it meant I had to get up again and let him out. its a bank holiday here today so pretty much everywhere is closed. i’m staying home and chilling out. i think that will be the best thing for me. at least that way if I feel like a nap later then I can take one but probably that wont happen. I might invite my friend Norma over in the afternoon if she wants to come over.