my emotions are scary. i’m scared. but I was told. suck it up. so suck it up I will. suck it up buttercup. suck it up and deal. the world does not revolve around you. you are just one of millions of people. lots of people get emotional. lots of people find it hard to cope. lots of people have shitty things happen to them. yes. yes they do. so suck it up. deal with it. life goes on. it might go on. but without me. I wont be here. i’m don’e. finished. finite. cant do this any more.