my mind is stirring
my head is whirring
too many thoughts
I cant think
I cant deal
I cant feel
I am unable to cope
I am unable to do much of anything
I am unable to sleep
what is the next best option
who knows
i sure dont
i do know though
that it wasnt my fault
the flashbacks have hit
and i am thinking
i was just a kid
i didnt deserve this
anxiously i wait
for the memories to disapate

Author: Carol Anne

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

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