tired sorta wednesday

I’m really tired today. I just woke up at almost 4 PM. I slept for 2 hours. That will make up for my waking up at 4 AM this morning.

I was going to go to the basement clug today because there was a knitting and crochet group on. But then after I saw dr. Barry and Mark I was tired so just went home instead.

My home help will be here soon. Once I start the independent living skills course I will no longer have home help. I don’t mind though. I am looking forward to being able to cook everything for myself. The home help I have now just helps with cooking.

I’ve been missing doses of meds again lately. I am making a conscious effort now to remember to take them. I know its important. Sometimes I miss my night dose. I tend to be ok taking the morning dose. I haven’t told Dr. Barry just because meds haven’t come up in our appointments lately.

I received a very nasty email today. someone who reads my blog sent me an email. They said I am crazy, and I am way too attached to my therapist, and its creepy, and if they were my therapist they’d take out a protection order against me. I ignored it and just deleted it. I’m not even going to entertain it. They are obviously looking for me to respond so they can continue their ranting and hatred. Well, its not happening.

Has anyone else ever gotten nasty emails from people viewing your blog?

I plan on staying home tomorrow. I’ll have my pa in the morning from 9 AM until 1 PM. I plan on doing housework. I’ll probably go to my parents tomorrow and stay there until Sunday. I was meant to be going to Dublin on Saturday for an advocacy meeting but I decided not to go. It would be a very long day and I’d have to get up super early to get the early train. I can still become a member of the advocacy network that’s being set up without going to the actual meeting. Its run by the national council for the blind here in Ireland.

So what are your plans for the weekend?
carol anne

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “tired sorta wednesday”

  1. Hi 😊
    Long time no speak, sorry lovely, I’m struggling to find time to comment much on blogs because I’ve got so much on my plate. I am reading though as much as possible.
    Sorry you were sent a nasty email, clearly from someone a bit messed up. Your attachment to your therapist isn’t creepy, it’s an important part of the healing process for you. Glad you deleted the message, it’s not worth your time or energy.


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    1. Hi heart I know you read. I’m glad you do. Thank you. It’s lovely when you comment or even give the post alike, I know you care. I’m really glad you’re doing well. Looking forward to reading an update from you soon on your blog hopefully. XXX


  2. I’m sorry people can be so mean and nasty! If they don’t understand or “like” what you have to say in your blog they are free to quit following you. Not sure why they felt the need to send you the nasty email but they obviously don’t understand how important and healthy for you your connection to Eileen is. You did.the right thing by deleting and disregarding.their email. ((((Hugs)))) to you. I hope you know you.have our full support. Our littles understand all too much… 💜💙😘

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  3. I’m sorry about that nasty email you got. It’s good you deleted it and didn’t write back, I’d do the same. It had to be someone without a clue about healing from mental illness, your attachment to Eileen is pretty natural for me, I’m sorry they wrote such nasty things about something that’s so important for you. I hope you don’t care about it or anyone of you. As for meds, I hope it’ll get better and you won’t have trouble remembering about taking them. My plans for the weekend aren’t very big, I think I’ll have to learn a bit, I’m learning a lot of things for school on my own, as the school I’m now at is quite clueless about teaching the blind in an accessible way and t’s just easier for me to learn on my own. Besides I’ll have an exam to uni next term so that means quite a lot of work. But other than that I think I’ll just chill out mostly. I plan to spend a lot of time with my Mum, my Dad is currently on a trip with my two uncles, just to strengthen their sibling relationship, so I hope we’ll be able to strengthen ours this weekend. And maybe on Sunday my Mum, my sis Zofijka and me will go on the cats exhibition, though I’m not sure if I’ll go. Even if they have there the most beautiful cats, my Misha will be still the most beautiful for me and I’m even not sure if they’ll allow me to touch some of them, ’cause if not I think I won’t have any satisfaction of going there.

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    1. That sounds like a super weekend I hope you have lots of fun. I will sort out the medication thing, I took them last night and this morning so that is good. I remembered. Anyway, have a great weekend XX


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