i feel so sad today. i hate it when the bigs are suicidal. it makes me so nervous.
i dont want them to do anything silly. sometimes they dont think they just do stuff without thinking. eileen calls it impulsivity.
i wish i could hug eileen right now. i emailed her. that helped. i told her i miss her.
everyone inside is sad. not just me. i hate sad feelings. they pull me down and make my tummy go all wobbly.
if any of my friends are around i’d like to talk to you. then i would feel better.