Emily, I sent this email to eileen

i am so sad. and so scared. jade said i should email you. i need you eileen. i miss you and i need you. but you arent here. i wish you were. it hurts. everywhere just hurts. i feel alone and sad and scared and just ick. my stomach feels queasy and i feel like i might throw up.
can you sit with me?
i hate remembering. i wish i didnt have to remember all the bad stuff. i tried to make the memories stop coming but they wouldnt.
please hold my hand.

Author: manyofus1980

I am a woman in my mid 30's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

4 thoughts on “Emily, I sent this email to eileen”

    1. She hasn’t responded but she probably didn’t get it because she’s probably in bed because it’s very late here it’s past 2 AM probably she might respond tomorrow or something I hope so anyway love Emily


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